The Birthday Girl

Today is my baby girl's first birthday. She has only been with us for 365 days, yet I can't remember daily life before she was a part of it.  I've been teary and sentimental all morning- holding her, dancing with her, watching her chest rise and fall as she sleeps in my lap. I'm not sure exactly why I'm feeling so emotional about today, but I'm sure a big part of it is knowing that my last baby is a toddler now and growing more independent everyday.

Happy Birthday, Beatrice Lolly. You are the sweetest and most gentle soul I have ever met. I was so worried about how you would fit into our family of three, mostly because of your big sister's bold and energetic personality. But you have found just the right little niche for yourself.  I love your long hugs when I take you out of your crib in the morning. I love your sweet, unsolicited kisses for Dada, your quiet giggles when nursing, and your shrieks of laughter when playing with your sister.  I love how your eyes light up when you are excited and how people stop us daily to comment on their beautiful blue color. I pretty much love everything about you. I'm so excited to see what your future holds for you. Thank you for choosing me to be your momma and sharing your love with our family the last year.